Report to the Ministerial Fellowship Committee
Marta Valentin, Student Liasions
September, 2003
I emerge from the weekend with a newfound sense of appreciation
and awe at the amount of work the committee takes on and the dedication
in which it is performed, while still maintaining room for collegiality
and fun. The commitment to be on the committee is profound beyond
what I imagine many are aware.
I was heartened throughout the weekend that such pains are taken
to discern each candidate's preparation and to ascertain a proper
balance between guidance and evaluation. I think most candidates
simply see the work of the MFC as strictly one of evaluation.
Dianne Arakawa's morning worship's were particularly inspiring
to me from one woman of color to another. Sharing the last twenty
years of her ministry as I embark on what will probably be the
only twenty years of my own ministry gave me much to reflect on
and to appreciate about those persons of color who have made the
way for me.
In spite of the fact that it has only be a year since I saw the
MFC, I found myself having to be present to what the candidate
was feeling, reflecting on how I felt last year. What I wish for
the ministers on the committee is to never lose sight of where
the candidate is emotionally as it performs the work of evaluation
and guidance. I found it very easy to be wrapped up in what my
task was, and had to re-presence what the candidate might be feeling
in that moment given the "aura" (based on reality or not), that
the MFC carries.
I was wholly heartened by the extent to which the committee brought
forth the learnings of their anti-racism/anti-oppression workshop
the day before their work began. It was a relief not to feel like
I had to carry the ball by myself, or with the one other person
of color on my panel. I do encourage a deepening of what is required
of candidates so that they are able to articulate what is systemic
analysis, white privilege, and a minister's responsibility to one's
self as a minister and to the church he/she is serving. It was
encouraging to see that the AR/AO work was being implemented in
the MFC process in terms of re-assessing the reading list and competencies
and the new possibility of requiring an AR/AO essay in the packet.
I was surprised that more attention was not paid to the recommendations
candidates had been given by the RSCC. Prior to seeing the MFC
any candidate who has seen the RSCC is encouraged to heed the advice
because "the MFC will ask you about it." It would be a great disservice
to the candidates if this practice continued because eventually
it would mean that the RSCC would have no weight and truly be seen
as just another hoop.
I had selected which panel to participate on for various reasons
but mostly because the panel I chose had only one person of color
while the other one had three. When our panel came across a particularly
troubling candidate, I was especially grateful that I had had the
forethought to have done so. My hope is that in the future there
will be awareness of this detail and that it becomes a requirement
to have at least two people of color on each panel.
To have participated in this process helped ground me as a minister.
After a difficult search process last year I was left doubting
my ministerial gifts and learned that working with the MFC and
seeing all the different types of ministers coming through enabled
me to see that I am not a typical UU minister culturally, but cut
of the same cloth theologically.
And lastly, it gave me great pleasure to be able to welcome a
new Latina minister in Spanish! I had not anticipated this possibility
and was particularly proud when one of the panel members suggested
she enter her sermon in the Borden contest! Her main message: the
future matters to us, still lives with me.
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