Pastoral Message
Newsletter Column
The Rev. Alex Holt
Abraham Lincoln UU Congregation,
Springfield, IL
"The Day the War Began"
The day the war began, I walked into the church and spent time in my office
and doing some flower arranging. I was preparing for a class that night and
making the usual round of phone calls. A normal day, sort of, but with that
nagging anxiety behind the ordinary appearances.
The day the war began, I heard thunderstorms and lightning and the dark clouds.
A tornado sighting south of Springfield but several church members assured me
it was normal in an Illinois spring. I listened to the storm and wind and rain
and could almost sense the rushing of the clouds over the church. I stood at
the front door and listened to the drops of rain hitting the ground and swelling
pools of water.
The day the war began, I found dozens of earthworms crawling here and there
in the driveway, on the sidewalk and even into the church. I remembered last
spring when the same thing had happened and I'd told the children the following
Sunday about carrying the live earthworms outside into the grass and water.
I thought about how blind they are but with the awareness of cool water, wet
ground and welcoming soil. I thought about them and their seemingly simple and
uncomplicated lives and their non-awareness of our concerns and anxieties.
The day the war began, I saw the sun come out and the earthworms beginning
to perish on the drying sidewalk and road. Did they suffer or feel pain? Perhaps.
Their lives had come and gone; in the larger scheme of things their lives didn't
matter too much except to them. In the larger scheme of things, the clouds and
thunder came and went several times with bursts of sun that killed earthworms.
The day the war began, I knew that in the lives of storms and seasons and earthworms
and birds on Lake Springfield, our worries and anxieties meant very little.
They would continue to exist now and into the future just as they have for countless
millennia.
Does this make our feelings less important? Of course not - regardless how
we feel about matters of war or peace. But such perspective may have a lesson
for us in this deeply troubled time. Life and the work of being human go on.
We take care of families, we work or study or rest. We love as best we are able
and try to make some sense out of life. We keep doing our best to be good and
kind people and, as the sign on the Social Action bulletin board says, we "listen
more and talk less."
So in this difficult time, I hope we'll listen to our hearts, our feelings,
and our yearnings and to each other's pain. I hope we'll be considerate of one
another and realize that we are family. And families, I have discovered in recent
years, are not necessarily the families of blood relations - they're folks bonded
by something greater than the sum of the parts - Americans, Iraqis, French,
Germans, Unitarian Universalists, Baptists - the list goes on and on.
And we do the best we can. That's what families do on days that wars begin
but also the days when wars come to an end and the work of peace starts anew.
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